What is Zen Practice? It is to drop the story of yourself, and to find who, or what, you are.
The following meditation is named after a wonderful book by Robert Adams.
The discovery of reality, of yourself, is the discovery that changes everything.
Body, mind, universe all drop a way
What is seen/known turns everything on its head. All that mankind holds to be ideals and concepts, like truth, beauty, wisdom and love, are seen to be what is. What mankind holds as real (you, me, our lives) are just concepts.
Aliveness itself, you could call it love, is what is
It is not a god - not a thing
And I am THAT, or, better yet, THAT is what I am
This is the discovery of a love that makes you, and your life, irrelevant. Radiant, outpouring love, bursting at the seams. So beyond whole and complete. Needs nothing. Unconditional love? It is so beyond that. It is the brave love of radical wisdom.
What does this story say about love? Does this not answer any question about taking responsibility in one’s life?
This is the discovery of a love that is a total threat to you as a personal self. This is the giving up of control of your life, and your big plans. This love could cause you to end up like Ghandi, or Jesus, or Martin Luther King.
I like the crosses that you can buy in Mexico that have the heart in the center. The cross, and the heart. What a delemma! Who would want this love that could be the end of you, and yet, how can you deny this love that is your true heart’s desire?
The most devastating and the most wonderful are one in the same.
Sam Gabriel, San Diego, CA
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