I rolled and I tumbled, I cried the whole night long Woke up this mornin', I must have bet my money wrong I got troubles so hard, I can't stand the strain Some young lazy slut has charmed away my brains
I ROLLED AND I TUMBLED (tumble - to play tricks by various movements and contortions of the body) I CRIED THE WHOLE NIGHT LONG / WOKE UP THIS MORNIN', I MUST HAVE BET MY MONEY WRONG (Dylan bet on the wrong candidate or ideology as in Dylan's You're a Big Girl Now - "A change in the weather [political climate] might be extreme / But what's the sense of changing horses in midstream?" This line is reminiscent of Camp Town Ladies "I bet my money on a bob-tailed nag / Somebody bet on the gray") THE LANDSCAPE (folk music - a prevailing genre of art - In Chronicles Dylan wrote, "These three, the Yeats, Browning and Shelley of the New World, were gigantic figures, had defined the landscape of twentieth-century America" also McDougal Street in Greenwich Village - landscape as an expanse of scenery that can be seen in a single view) IS GLOWIN' (is generating enthusiasm) GLEAMIN' (appearing briefly) IN THE GOLDEN LIGHT OF DAY (as the ultimate goal of writers and musicians: Chronicles: "Tohim, folk music glittered like a mound of gold. It did for me, too") WELL, I DID (I performed) ALL I KNOW (all the songs I know including Talkin John Birch Society Blues) JUST TO KEEP YOU OFF MY MIND (to fool you into thinking I was one of you, to make sure you did not know my real thoughts) WELL, I PAID AND I PAID (I wrote song after song) AND MY SUFFERIN' HEART IS ALWAYS ON THE LINE (and my topical protest songs followed the Party line despite my deep seated objections to most of its doctrines).
I'M FLAT (folk music: lowered in pitch by one chromatic semitone; "B flat") OUT SPENT (washed out - drained of effectiveness) THIS WOMAN BEEN DRIVIN' ME TO TEARS (having to play folk music rather than rock and roll was causing Dylan grief) THIS WOMAN SO CRAZY (folk music was so foolish, totally unsound) I SWEAR I AIN'T GONNA TOUCH ANOTHER ONE FOR YEARS (I am never gonna strike a responsive chord in a folk music fan again). WELL, THE WARM WEATHER'S COMIN' (a warmer atmosphere for the young Bob Dylan is arriving) AND THE BUDS (the beginnings of popularity, also opium buds) ARE ON THE VINE (are beginning to appear, word is being passed along the grapevine) AIN'T NOTHING SO DEPRESSING AS TRYING TO SATISFY THIS WOMAN OF MINE (but Dylan is demoralized still having to please the folk crowd - also Dylan is beginning to have to feed his dope habit) I GOT UP THIS MORNIN' (Dylan became suddenly aware of what assholes his folkfans really were, how they could not fathom his new sound) SAW THE RISING SUN RETURN (saw these little "Japanese fascists" disrupt his concerts, saw the fans of songs such as The House of the Rising Sun return to his folk rock concerts) SOONER OR LATER (SOONER OR LATER ONE OF US MUST KNOW is a poem written to Dylan's former folk fans circa 1966 - "When you whispered in my ear [booed me] and asked me if I was leaving with you [folk] or her [rock] I didn't realize just what I did hear / I didn't realize how young you were") YOU TOO SHALL BURN (Dylan was burning with anger about this and hopes his folk fans all to go to hell)
I GOT TROUBLES (troubling thoughts) SO HARD, I CAN'T STAND THE STRAIN (strain a succession of notes forming a distinctive sequence; "she was humming an air of folk music" - tune, melody. Also strain as in the strain of bacteria or virii known as the Communist Party USA, CPUSA) SOME YOUNG LAZY SLUT (the Communists - In Tarantula Dylan wrote, "you rememberthe table - the hopped up table of worldly wiggies & unpatriotics & theSLUT madonna with her squatter's rights." Also from Tarantula, "got too drunk last nite. musta drunk too much. woke up this morning with my mind on freedom & my head feeling like the inside of a prune ... am planning to lecture today on police brutality. come if you can get away. see you when you arrive. write me when you're coming your friend, homer the SLUT"Also "lazy slut" as an ideology that "cheats" its followers) HAS CHARMED (a verbal formula believed to have magical force - as in Dylan's critique of socialism in Gates of Eden he wrote - "With a time rusted compass blade / Aladdin and his lamp / Sits with Utopian hermit monks sidesaddle on the Golden Calf / And of their promises of paradise you will not hear a laugh / All except inside the Gates of Eden") AWAY MY BRAINS (his common sense).
The landscape is glowin', gleamin' in the golden light of day
I ain't holdin' nothin' back now, I ain't standin' in anybody's way
Well, I did all I know just to keep you off my mind
Well, I paid and I paid and my sufferin' heart
is always on the line
I AIN'T HOLDIN' NOTHIN' BACK NOW (hold back has two lesser-used meanings - impede the progress of - as Dylan was not impeding the progress of Blacks to get their civil rights - but then "holding back" also means "restraining yourself" and could be sarcastic and refer to when Dylan told off the Communists during the Tom Paine Award Dinner that was sponsored by a CPUSA front) I AIN'T STANDIN' IN ANYBODY'S WAY (way as the means by which anything is reached, or anything is accomplished; scheme; device; plan. Sarcastic - Dylan was even willing to fight the Communist Party back then and tried to stand in their way when they attempted to co-opt the youth folk movement) Well, I get up in the dawn and I go down and lay in the shade
I ain't nobody's house boy,
I ain't nobody's well trained maid
I'm flat out spent, this woman been drivin' me to tears
I'm flat out spent, this woman she been drivin' me to tears
This woman so crazy, I swear I ain't gonna touch another one for years
WELL, I GET UP IN THE DAWN (something dawns upon Bob Dylan) AND I GO DOWN AND LAY IN (lay in - to store for future use) THE SHADE (shade a subtle difference in meaning or opinion or attitude in this case in regard to Marxism) I AIN'T NOBODY'S HOUSE BOY (WWII origin - a native boy who helped a soldier perform basic responsibilities - Dylan is not a "comsymp" helping the Kremlin achieve its evil totalitarian goals) I AIN'T NOBODY'S WELL TRAINED MAID (Dylan is not a card-carrying obidient communist like the commie bitch Joan Baez who had been taught to sing by a voice trainer and sung in a WELL-TRAINED three octave soprano voice. Dylan described Joan in Tarantula, "crippled mermaid singing & listen that's her singing now & she meows too ... on sweet mermaid she sings of ideals, different formulas & wild cookbooks / dark Scary" Like Dylan hates EVERYONE even poor Joan Baez!)
Well, the warm weather's comin' and the buds are on the vine
Ain't nothing so depressing as trying to satisfy this woman of mine
Well, I got up this mornin', see the rising sun return
Sooner or later, you too shall burn